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Speakeasy #12
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He won’t. Maybe surgery and weeks of therapy would help, but we don’t have money or time for that. We will have to say goodbye. I am devastated, and L is shattered.
Fuck. I’m so sorry dalillama, that’s fucking awful.
*hugs*
Oh no. I’m sorry Dalillama.
Dalillama, I’m so sorry.
Dalillama
I’m sorry about your dog. And your housing.
In addition to Nice:
1. Military coup in Turkey.
2. Israel’s new chief IDF rabbi permits raping women:
Note: the article is a few days old. Since then the high command said it stands by its decision to nominate Karim.
Dalillama,
I’m really sorry.
AlexanderZ,
That rabbi… I have no words.
Dalillama
*HUGS*
I’m so sorry. ๐
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Beatrice
Well, see, it doesn’t work like that – it could be any hole in any floor and there’s no proof that it happened at work.
So I consulted with a colleague, called the EMS (which made me feel bad because I’m taking them away from real emergencies), who took me to the hospital, where some nice people took my blood (to see if I’ve been drinking at work), had an x-ray, had a cute doctor poke at my ankle and tell me it’s a medium sprain, and here’s the paperwork for a registered work injury, which goes on record and is something that leads to Consequences for my workplace. Considering the only true reason they could write in for the accident was “stepped into a hole in the floor”, which just doesn’t look good. And I got three sick days, so no overtime hours today (which is a bit crappy.)
Anyway, this went all the way up the chain of command to the current Chief of Police… who apparently said he’s very sorry. I have opinions about that, but I comfort myself (it hurts a lot worse this morning ๐ ) that it’s for the good. (My guess is, they’ll put another plank over those holes and consider it done. I’m glad we submitted the huge stack of papers back in November.)
rq,
I think your colleague consulted you well, even if nothing comes of the whole thing (except another plank over the hole – what will they do when someone trips over the plank?)
Dalillama
Big hugs
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Stop the world, I want to leave.
As my colleague said yesterday: History is a wonderful teacher. Too bad she doesn’t have any students.
Beatrice
Put another plan on the plank, with little ramps on both ends to ensure a smooth gradient?
Well, we’re supposed to move to the third floor in August… except they haven’t yet finished renovating the fifth floor, where the people currently on the third floor are supposed to go, so they haven’t been able to renovate the third floor at all yet. And then there’s all that equipment to move.
Giliell
*hugs*
I feel ya. 2016 is really going to hell in a handbasket, and I keep wondering, has it always been this bad and I’m just noticing now and feeling it more because I’m an adult and nobody’s sheltering me? Or is it really getting worse? I feel like the world is on the brink of something which could go either way, and I’m feeling the tilt towards the ungood side.
rq,
I read an article yesterday about a group of government employees in Osijek (CRO) who have been working without electricity for the last month. They work until their laptops’ batteries run out, they had on eair conditioning in that scorching weather last two weeks…. and all because they were supposed to move to another location while their offices are renovated, but no alternative location was provided.
So electricity was turned off by city officials, presumably to get them to leave but of course they couldn’t leave because their superiors in the government would probably fire them if they just stopped going to work..
Speaking of weather… it’s 14ยฐC in Zagreb. Last week, temperatures would already be up in the 30-something range at this time of day.
Beatrice
Funny, similar thing happened to a government unit here, too, where they moved everyone… except the section that is clearly women dominated. They forgot to build them a new korpuss. So what happened was, everyone else moved, they shut off all the utilities (in winter), and then figured out that hey, this one unit hasn’t moved, whatever happened to them? Only to find out that they were still going to the old building (no heat, no water, no electricity) because they had nowhere else to go. As far as I know, this situation hasn’t been resolved yet, but I could be wrong because I just haven’t heard any updates lately.
So this shit happens.
It’s nice here today, mid20s. Was rather cool last week, but supposed to get hot again next week. Eh. At least I get to stay home and weed the roses.
Dalillama, I’m so sorry ๐
It hurts a lot to say goodbye, but it’s probably the best for your dog anyway. Even when money is not an issue, prolonged treatments with uncertain outcomes are rarely good for animals. But it’s always so difficult and sad ๐ *hugs*
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rq,
You have my sympathies. Twisted ankles hurt so much! I hope at least something good can come out of that. :-/ And by good I mean better than a plank with little ramps on the sides!
Thankfully we don’t have holes in the floor, but we’re not far from having holes in the ceiling and we’re beneath the washing area of the floor above us. So sometimes we get “rain”. And then there’s the fact that the lab is tiny and we have to use ALL THE SPACE all the way up to the ceiling, meaning that we are constantly climbing the stepladder to reach stuff. Of course sometimes we also have to climb the stepladder just to prevent something in the upper shelves from getting wet. One of these days someone is going to fall and get hurt. And I predict nothing will happen.
Nightjar
We should start a Bad Labs club. ๐ I feel your pain! We don’t have rain in the lab, but we do have the occasional cat dropping by (literally – through the ceiling tiles).
rq,
Ha, I think I remember that story with the cat! That never happened. But sometimes the “rain” vaguely smells of rat urine. I think it’s when the stuff being washed above us are animal cages. Those are the worst days.
I don’t know what it is like to work in a lab without being worried about water falling from above and always being prepared to protect expensive equipment with plastic covers. When we were in the third (and last) floor we had actual rain in winter. Then we moved to the first floor and it is what it is. So, yes, I’m totally on board with the Bad Labs club. ๐
Poem. Via here.
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Nightjar
Yeah, if I was moved to a regular, properly organized lab right now, I’d feel very lost and inadequate and like I’m not qualified to be there. ๐
BadLabs Club current membership: 2. We should advertise!
Just checked newest meteo data, we’re still at 14ยฐC.
I’m not exactly complaining, since I don’t like heat but something closer to 20ยฐC would be nicer.
rq and Nightjar,
Your labs sound fascinating. The worst we’ve got is a men’s toilet with inadequate ventilation positioned way too close to our desks. Poor guys try to compensate by using ridiculous amounts of air freshener (seriously, they must go through one dispenser a week), which just results in another kind of stink.
Beatrice
Okay, ew. There are limits to what I can handle!!! ๐
Beatrice,
Ew. That sounds headache-inducing.
BTW, Beatrice, do you want to trade those 14ยบC for the 35ยบC over here right now? No? *sigh* I hate this.
Nightjar,
Maybe we could split it? I’d gladly take 10ยฐC off you. ๐
Beatrice and Nightjar
I think I got the happy medium, sorry. :/ Currently enjoying it!!
(Is that rubbing it in?)
rq,
I don’t know, but I am feeling a bit guilty for complaining about being slightly cold. It’s preferable to what Nightjar has.
I am so envious. Of both of you. Because, you know, I can actually function at those temperatures, while right now I just can’t get anything done.
Jumping aboard the moving Thread.
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Strep sux.
And, I thought a mouthful of canker sores was obligatory…but apparently, not. At least not initially.
If I’d recognized it, I wouldn’t have waited so long to hit the clinic.
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*hugs*
Dalillama, I am so sorry.
Sympathies for you and L, both.
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Turkey.
Rabbi.
Fuck.
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Dalillama:
I’m so sorry. My deepest condolences. Having to put down a beloved pet is incredibly difficult.
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My FB ban ends in roughly 17 hours. I hate this, bc FB is one of my main outlets socially. I don’t have any meatspace friends here, so I enjoy being able to socialize via that platform.
Funny thing is, I’ve had two friends send me messages asking if I’m still banned, and I can’t respond, bc FB won’t let me even send a PM…
rq and cicely
Get well soon!
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Tony
You have now witnessed the power of a fully armed and operational TERF. Facebook is a shit place of e-activism (or even talking, for that matter) since it’s entirely designed to fuck with people like you and support assholes like Cathy Brennan.
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Speaking of unpleasant work environments – at my work the air conditioning is drawn from the 1st floor where a paint factory is, so anytime we need to use the main air conditioning (and we do need to use it in this weather) it blasts us full of acetone fumes.
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That rabbi and people like him (remember, he’s not nearly the most radical one out here) are what I think of when someone mentions “Judeo-Christian values”.
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Turkey’s coup was broken. Back to their regular non-military despotism.
Also a rant (I just need to unload):
There is no such thing as “democratically elected”. Democracy is a form of government and election is a process, they are not adjectives. You can free, limited or sham elections and you can various types of democracies with various levels of direct representation.
A modern democracy, in its most basic form, is based on the people’s ability to change their government peacefully (i.e. free elections), rule of law (how much the laws are followed and kept) and human rights (hopefully explanatory). Without the first the country is at best a benevolent dictatorship (but it will likely lose it’s adherence to human rights at the first sign of discontent), without the second it’s nothing more than anarchy (which is generally a tyranny of a multitude of minor warlords) and without the third it’s an ochlocracy or a tyranny of the majority.
That last category is where Turkey is currently is and where most countries whose former or current leaders are primarily described as “democratically elected” are placed. Turkey’s army and its supporters place themselves in the category of a benevolent dictatorship, but that was never the case. They could argue that the the 1980 coup has saved Turkey and that the 1997 coup was bloodless and only helped Turkey, but the reality is that human rights have never been even a minor concern for military leaders.
On the other hand, we can’t say whether the current Islamic government is much better at keeping human rights, considering it has been carrying out the army’s continuous war on the Kurds even more bloodily than some previous pro-army governments and that the violations of human rights have been the largest since 1997. We can only say that it’s not at 1980 level yet, but it’s definitely going there.
My position is that it would have been better had there never been a coup, at least this early in Erdogan’s rise to absolute power, and that he would have been undone either politically or by a later, better supported coup, once he over-reached and antagonized more parts of the population. Or that once the coup was underway that it would succeed.
Staging a coup and failing is by far the worst result, but on the bright side* it’s going to show just how bad life can be under a “democratically elected” leader and might give some way to evaluate future events.
*The bright side isn’t all that bright.
Local media has it that Erdogan orchestrated the coup himself. I give up.
My local media has joined the conspiracy train! And in an article by a fairly respected journalist.
Another claim. One I find more believable is that his safety services new about the coup in advance, but did nothing to stop it. That would explain the swift reaction, without going full conspiracy with speculation that Erdogan organized the whole thing.
.. am I being stupid?
Beatrice
No.
Honestly, I’m about ready to believe anything at this point. Possibly all theories are correct. Everyone knew everything while nobody knew nothing and it is magic and psychic powers and good intelligence that saved the day. I don’t even know.
rq,
Heh, you really have given up.
I recommend lots of chocolate. And go to sleep. Or something. I don’t funcion any more. Been studying at least 12 hours today , same yesterday.
I can’t wait for that exam tomorrow morning to pass, even if I fail it. Although that would be shitty because I’d disappoint boss AND have to retake it probably next week so that i don’t get a pay cut.
It’s not a good time for the old woman above me to listen to TV/radio EXTRA loud.
I hate her.
Beatrice
Sounds like you could use some peace and quiet, too. ๐
I’m for bed, but tomorrow I get to go in to work and do some paperwork stuff about the ankle and basically I have no idea what to expect. So on top of tired and sans chocolate, I’m feeling a bit anxious. Because if I have to talk to anyone above my immediate superior, I’m afraid I will not be using polite words to their faces.
Also, Beatrice, good luck with the exam tomorrow! I’ll be holding some thumbs for you. And I have a feeling that you’ll be great. Have some chocolate on me. ๐ *hugs*
Good luck, Beatrice!
Beatrice and rq, hugs and your chocolate of choice.
The news today. Another shooting of police. I just can’t.
Me:
Well, that was childish behavior yesterday.
Nevertheless, the inventor of ear plugs should get a Nobel peace prize.
Thanks for hugs and chocolate and support everyone.
Off now to the test center.
( I tend to write centre, but then autocorrect underlines it and I feel chided, like I was trying to be all posh and British when I’m not. So I always change it to
centrecenter)Heya
The house has been tested for partyability and passed muster. I’m completely exhausted.
People, get your kids a trampoline, it’s worth any money.
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I’m afraid the laptop may be giving up the ghost. *sigh*
I tend towards getting an old fashioned tower again now that I have an office.
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Beatrice
Hope your exam went well
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re: Turkey
Erdogan definitely hit the Jackpot. No matter who’S behind this, in the future any opposition will simply be linked to the coup and hit hard.
Beatrice
So do I, because it’s Canadian, from the French, not “posh and British”. ๐ I usually tell autocorrect to go screw itself.
Giliell
This is a very important test for any house to pass, and I’m really glad yours does!! Yay for excellent house!
Good morning everyone!
Dalillama, I’m sorry for your loss! I wish there was something more profound or comforting I could say, but I don’t know what it is.
Beatrice, hope the test went well! And write center or centre as you like, but try not to write both in one document, because that sort of thing will drive your readers nuts. (Ahem, I may have seen this done recently…)
Gil, congratulations on the house’s partyworthy status. Trampolines are the best with small children.
I’m getting ready to move back to the US in two weeks and between good things, bad things, and just large things I’m about to explode from excess feels.
PASSED
Beatrice! Huzzah! Congratulations!
Yay! Congratulations Beatrice!! ๐
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Get well soon, cicely!
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Re: local media and giving up. Local media has not joined the conspiracy train regarding Turkey, but I guess that’s just because they are still too busy trying to decide if what happened in Nice was or was not a terrorist attack based on… the perpetrator’s drinking and shaving habits. It’s getting a bit ridiculous. And disgusting.
Nightjar
Only a bit.
Beatrice
Congratulations!!!!! *sparkles&confetti*
*spraying the Thread (and all habituรฉs) with high-quality chocolate*, followed by a flurry of (inevitably-sticky) *hugs*
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Partyability is important.
So are trampolines.
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Congratulations, Beatrice!
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An intersection I had not considered: The Baton Rouge Police Shootings: Gavin Long, African-Americans, and the Sovereign Citizens Movement
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Congrats Beatrice!
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cicely
I don’t see why he couldn’t have both been a sovereign citizen and a BLM supporter. White sovereign citizen terrorists usually don’t target the police – they target federal places like the IRS.
AlexanderZ—no reason at all.
I simply hadn’t been factoring the Sovereign Citizens business into any of this.
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Congrats, Beatrice! Yay!
Interesting to note:
I’ve taken three exams so far and I have yet to meet another woman in the test centre.
Beatrice
So weird, how that works!
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I’m currently reading Under a Lucky Star, an autobiography of sorts by Roy Chapman Andrews, and… I wish it could just be exciting exploration and adventure. Instead, it is horribly sexist (seriously, you need the only woman in your class to leave the room before you can speak freely about pterodactyls???), racist (… just…) and toxically masculine (let’s kill all the things and stuff them!). I comfort myself that this is the 1920s. Written in the 1940s. But still, if it wasn’t on my reader I’d probably have tossed it across the room at least three times already. I should probably buy a paper copy and write notes in the margins in red ink.
Anyway.
rq,
Must be because women just aren’t interested in IT.
/sarcasm
Are pterodactyls just too sexy for women to hear about or what?
I don’t get it.
rq, another idol lets me down, sigh. Andrews was one of the people who got me interested in paleontology, and the same for the daughters.
Beatrice
Pterodatyls and IT are basically the same thing. So probably they’re both too sexy and women just aren’t interested enough. QED. Checkmate, feminists.
Anne
I suppose being a progressive liberal has just ruined the experience for me, because his adventures really are interesting and I can see how they’d be attractive and inspiring esp. at a young age, but his little comments about women and (so far) about Asian people and his general attitude towards the killing and trapping of animals (whales) stick out a lot. ๐ To be honest, if I was reading this at 13, I probably wouldn’t notice, either.
I did manage a good laugh at him, as at one point he mentions that no one is ever likely to find out how whales communicate amongst themselves.
Here’s a c, to be inserted where appropriate.
Good evening
I’ve been a very good girl with a hammer drill today.
Now I’m wondering if you can simply polish those floorboards…
Yay for beatrice
Giliell
Looks possible, but I only know what I’ve watched on PBS’ This Old House. ๐
Jim B
I’m going to ask Mr’s uncle who’s a trained carpenter. I was quite surprised to find them under the shabby carpet, because the actual ceiling/floor is steel concrete.
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I think I’ll get along splendidly with the neighbour. She’s a 86 year old lady who already liked us for not being the people who lived there before. We always chat in the morning* and today she informed me that the fence between our gardens was ours and that we better make a door in it so the kids can easily retrieve their ball should it land on her side.
*The second day we had the keys she said “I believe I talked more to you already than to my old neighbours in 50 years. That does me good”
This is very nice – excellent neighbours are important.
Just be careful it doesn’t turn into you doing her a lot of good by chatting all the time when you don’t have the time for it. Although I do have this little image in my head of her using the gate in the fence to sneak over to your house to surprise you at chores or any other inopportune moments. ๐
rq
She could use the front door or the driveway for that.
I also don’t think she’s able to sneak up on me. Apart from that, she doesn’t have time to distract me, she’s always busy with her own garden (which is beautiful. I want to have that kind of garden when I grow up) and also she’s currently “babysitting” her 10 yo grandson and his dog for the holidays.
Giliell
You never know, she might be a stealthgrandmother. ๐
Anyway, sounds like you’ve made good contact and the point was, I hope the relationship develops even more positively as you settle into your new home. ๐
http://www.ragingpencils.com/2016/7-18-16-racial-profailing.html
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rq:
O.o
o.O
Does not compute.
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giliell:
Hurray!
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All tiles and underground removed in that room. Good day!
Tomorrow I’ll take it slow and just tear off the wallpaper.
Also some everyday male-centrism: Mr bought some protective gear: goggles, dust mask, ear protection. But he bought cheap packs and apart from the ear protection they’re shitty. I decided that I deserve good things. A quality dust mask was easy to get, but the goggles with a rubber ring around so the dust won’t settle in your eyes were all one size that probably fits 90% of dudes and only 10% of women among which I do not feature. I guess I’ll keep wearing my swimming goggles…
Wow, Giliell. With you doing what you do and a colleague describing how she’ll put on a fence and do some other building stuff, I’m inspired not to be a wuss and to try to stabilize a couple of shelves myself. Hmm. I’ll have to wait for the colleague to bring her power drill agter her vacation. This is going to be interesting.
Well, well: Whom did the France attack hurt disproportionately? Tourists to Nice, and Muslims.
Talking abut Muslims… I met a friend (my age) who’s generally nice until she starts talking about any kind of minority. And I mean ANY… My grandma would be less scandalized about “the geys” if she were still alive.
Anyway, as we were hanging out in the city centre in the evening, we saw a large number of women wearing hijabs. She immediately noticed, and at some point started a rant about “Why so many of them here. What are those people doing here? Now we’ll get bombed too. Did they really have to come here too? Do they have to really be everywhere.”
I’m ashamed to admit that the rest of us just glanced at each other with embarrassment, after I answered the first couple of rhetorical questions with “Probably just a couple of tourist groups.” ,not an invasion, you idiot was silent.
We don’t see each other very often, so I don’t like to argue, and she sounds so totally naive in her phobias that I don’t even know how to approach it. /excuses
rq,
Reading that article was heartbreaking all over again.
Beatrice
I have several friends like that. :/
beatrice and rq
Waiting for our kids to arrive (the train was late), I was chatting with a couple of other mum’s last Tuesday. After the attack on a German train (a 17 yo refugee fro Afghanistan attacked 4 people with an axe and was killed by the police), after Nice and everything, people are concerned. The muslim mum of one of #1’s friends was no less concerned than the rest*. Because bombs and trucks don’t care. Apart from the fact that Daesh would disapprove of her family just as much as of mine.
*I’m probably the least concerned because, well, we live in the middle of nowhere and driving still kills a lot more people and I do that every day.
Giliell
You realize this could be read all the wrong ways. Should I warn your new neighbour…? ๐
But anyway, that’s what I find most heartbreaking about the those people people – they can’t seem to understand that (in this case) muslims are just as scared, if not a lot more (what with refugees and immigrants probably coming over with a(n) (un)healthy dose of PTSD), of terrorist (or other) attacks. After all, they came to be safe, and it must be terrifying to realize that you aren’t as safe as you wanted to be.
And yeah, the article I posted about the disproportionate number of muslims harmed in the Nice attack. I mean… it’s not like those people are happy about the situation, too. *sigh*
Renovation update: I have a hole in the ceiling. I removed a thingy that holds curtains and for some reason I don’t understand they used to plaster the holders into the ceiling. Of course after 60 years the screws are all screwed and the plaster came down.
The ceiling was one of the parts I didn’t want to do all anew, just paint it…
I also planted some roses
Actual title in actual papers. WTF
*considering words in Croatian are gender, here it was specifically male lover
Look on the bright side, Giliell. You could have the whole ceiling in a hole. Or something.
Oh look, roses! That’s nice.
Regarding my housing situation, I have set up a GoFundMe to help defray the costs of the move. We have a lead on a place that’s only a little more expensive that what we pay now, but we’re living on a total shoestring. Please share the link anywhere you think is appropriate.
Oh dear, Giliell, I hope nobody was hurt! What color roses?
Corrected link
Giliell
Hope you can get the roof sorted soon.
Beatrice
Here, some people have set up tool libraries for exactly that purpose; people who occasionally need tools, but don’t want to have to buy or store them.
In good news, I’ve landed a new gig that I can telecommute to, and hopefully get some decent additional income from. In bad news, I wiped out on my loaner bike last night, and have some wicked road rash.
*hugs* for all.
Giliell 774
It’s not a hole in the ceiling, it’s the first step to installing your new skylight.
Beatrice
I have lunch fairly often with a friend somewhat like this. No matter what the topic, they can’t talk for five minutes without turning it to Obama is destroying the country, or going to prison for not baking a cake, or something about bathrooms*. I just make noncommittal mumbling noises and sometimes marvel at the amazing stream of consciousness I’m hearing. I don’t think these people are interested in anything but noncommittal mumbling noises anyway.
* I have an hypothesis about the fundamentalists obsession with bathrooms. I think that since their subculture frowns so much on scatalogical humor, they are starved for it and constantly bringing up bathrooms is their euphemism for it. Sorta like covering their feet.
I’m still alive — anybody else?
*hugs* all around!
I’m hiding. Husband is wallowing in the RNC coverage. Right now it’s the wazzock himself, and I just can’t take it, so I’m back in the den, testing the range of the new modem*. Gaaaaaahhhh.
Hugs to all and scritches for wmdkitty.
*OK. Not that much better than the old one, but workable.
Nobody ever sees the yeast.
wmdkitty 782
I’m still alive! though it doesn’t look like any posts for about 21 hours, perhaps there’s some problem with the electrons.
I went out today and had tons of fried fish, and fried potato wedges, and enough fat allowance for an entire week. yum. yum. I allow myself to do that about once a month. My friend felt good enough today to have a hamburger. It was a good day even though the temp was over a 100. There was bright sunshine and a slight breeze. Life is good.
Sorry for whining so much, but this has not been a good month for me. I have used up all the first aid supplies we have, and we need more, and money is basically nonexistent and I think we may be coming to the end of my parent’s generosity. They want us to move ‘somewhere cheaper ‘, and I understand that it’s a burden for them, but we can’t leave town. This is the only job I have ever been able to keep more than a year, and I have no idea how long finding one would take elsewhere. Plus, the county we live in is the only one in the state that has housing protection laws for trans people.
I don’t think that my family fully understands this type of issue, for all we’ve tried to explain it. Last thanksgiving, Mom told a ‘funny’ story about outing a trans woman in her dance group; this sort of behaviour is an issue.
L is chronically angry these days, and I can’t blame him, he’s lost basically all of his support structure lately, and I know he’s not angry at me, but it’s still stressful and upsetting. And I feel so useless and unable to help.
If the world would onky let me catch my breath for a minute,
Dalillama
*hugs*
I’m sorry I don’t have better words for you, but feel free to vent here, if it helps even a teeny tiny bit.
Hey, cicely! I found you at #6! ๐
It’s not a good sign re: vaccination rates in this country if Friend tells me she’s in hospital with her daughter of (almost) 5 with pneumonia, and all I can think is “well, at least it’s not whooping cough”. Because a few years ago I wouldn’t even have thought of whooping cough as still being a Thing.
Hugs for everybody. Dalillama, I wish there was more I could do than offer hugs. rq, I hope your friend’s little one will get well quickly.
Hey everyone, I heard from Crudely Wrott who said they’ll be back to commenting around these parts in the near future.
Happy story: commuters help Syrian family.
Hey, if anyone’s looking for a (virtual) tabletop group, I’m recruiting for a DnD 5E campaign on Roll20.net
Game listing can be found here.
Hey folks
Dalillama
I’m going to send something via paypal directly as Go fund me is a PITA for me.
Long-ish update:
First, it’s a hole in the ceiling, not the roof. There’s a whole concrete floor between the two. It’s actually a hole in the plaster that is underneath the concrete.
I swear, the previous owners were rather creative in some approaches.
On Friday I thought I’d discovered mould underneath the wallpaper but it turned out to some other old wallpaper. Who puts brown wallpaper with irregular white spots on a wall?
On Saturday we met the engineer to coordinate the renovations for a first check. Turns out it will be more expensive than we thought (isn’t it always?) but given the interest rates and the program for energy efficient renovations it still seems very doable
Remember the Marshall Plan back from your history lessons? That money’s still here and being used.
Another thing is that renovating with my FIL will become exhausting. Don’t get me wrong, he’s a great guy who’s working like a house elf and I’m extremely grateful, but he also has a solid knowledge 30 years old. Everything newer than that is “modern bullshit some egghead invented”.
Now, financing the whole thing via that government program has another big plus: They have some pretty strict rules. We can just tell him “well, you’re totally right but those eggheads with the money made the rules.
Dalillama
F… Paypal says you can’t receive any money?
Anyone up for some depressing reading? Apparently things are about to get (even more) terrible.
Also, can I complain about men for a moment?
There’s this guy in the apartment building who’s, you know, overly “friendly”. The kind of guy who thinks your casual politeness means you’re friends or something and he’s entitled to personal comments.
On Friday I met him at the door when I came home from the house. I always wear a triangle of cheap cotton (Ikea Bomull) over my two braids when working there because I actually like my hair and I’d forgotten to take it off when I left. I was also tired, dirty and had sweated so much I could smell it on myself.
And he commented that I was “just looking like a “little Dutch girl”.
WTF? Why do guys think that that kind of stuff is OK and appropriate? What’s the message supposed to be? That no matter how many buckets full of rubbish I carry downstairs it’s still much more important that I vaguely resemble a woman from a cheese add?
Gilliell
Yes, my PayPal account is locked. Long story.
Also, men.
I have an etra Steam key for an indie Croatian(?) JRPG. I haven’t played it and can’t tell whether it’s any good or not. So if anyone wants it…
*diving into the pillow fort and curling up in a ball*
Following the political scene is going to give me ulcers—if the anxiety doesn’t just straight-up kill me.
And, I must stop arguing/discussing politicalreligion with my sister-in-law—who sees it as her Religious Duty to vote for Trump.
‘Cause God’s gonna work a miracle with him; she is sure of it!
There are not enough palms to face.
*curling up even tighter*
Call me when it’s all over.
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*pushes Hobbes cicely’s way* I think you need him more than I do.
cicely
*hugs*
I have similar feelings myself.
Consider: Husband’s sister just had her first child today. I’m left wondering, whyever would you do that to anyone in this day and age? ๐
(I did send a nice congratulatory message; my negativity and exhaustion are my own business. No use in rubbing it off on everyone else.)
… But at least I’m not in USAmerica…!!!
rq, hugs. I too wonder sometimes if we were right to bring kids into this world. It’s way too late now, of course, but I still have days of guilt.
Anne
*hugs*
Anyway you look at it, I’m shorter than the average. ๐
We must keep having children. When peak oil comes they’ll be our only food reserve…
rq,
You did better than my father did recently, when visiting a newborn and his very happy parents at the maternity hospital. The baby had to be delivered through a C-section because he was way past the due date and it was not safe to wait any longer. So my father decided to joke about how the baby knew the world he was going to come into and that’s why he didn’t want to come out naturally. He said it in a low voice, kind of biting his tongue through it, and I think no one paid much attention. But still… :-/
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I’ve been feeling kind of scared and overwhelmed lately, too. Also, exhausted and about to burn out. There are just too many things… I hope the three weeks off I will have in August help, but right now I’m wondering if I can make it to Friday.
[hugs offered to all & sundry]
I’m feeling weirdly panicky lately. No reason I can pin down, just panic-attack-ish all the time.
*hugs*
I think I may need to sleep in the pillow fort tonight.
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Apropos of nothing, AlexanderZ, do the crows still visit you?
Nightjar, the pillow fort always has enough room. Dive in.
I think anyone not feeling a little bit panicky right now has not been paying attention. But hugs, cookies, and pillow forts to everyone anyway.
I’m back from my week off doing chores round the house. Good grief, but it was hot!
*hugs* to all.
I’ve been staring at this job ad for a position in Ottawa for the past 15 minutes. The two thoughts going through my mind are, “Fuck, I thought I was done with this shit for at least the next few years.” and “It’s time to start getting ready. You know what might be coming.” I can’t seem to decide to either apply or dismiss the idea.
Dianne I would say that there’s no harm in applying! You can always turn the offer down if you change your mind.
Bragimike: There is that. I went ahead and wrote a cover letter. I’ll see whether I think it’s a good idea to send it tomorrow.
Dianne, I agree with bragimike. If the job looks good, there’s no harm in applying.
Good Luck Dianne!
Dianne
Apply, and then when I decide it’s time to move home, you can be my foot in the door. ๐ Qualifications be damned, I’m a good worker!
Nightjar
Yeah, sometimes it’s hard to keep the negative comments in check. ๐ Especially with the background feelings of exhaustion (emotional and physical), depression and anxiety.
bragimike
Welcome back! Nice of you to send the heat my way. ๐
*smashes things*
*shouts*
*cries*
*crawls into the pillow fort*
I finally got a reply from the ministry of education and my application was turned down.
My application I sent in in February for a training position that would start on the first of August got turned down today.
My application I sent in in February for a training position that would start on the first of August got turned down today because there are ZERO open places for future Spanish teachers.
Which they told me today.
After I applied for a position in February.
After they asked for MORE DOCUMENTS two times.
Yes, I’m frustrated.
Giliell, hugs and chocolate. I’m so sorry, and they’re treating you extremely unprofessionally.
Giliell,
I’m so sorry. That’s a load of crap, what they’re doing.
Dianne,
Go for it! If you already wrote the cover letter, send it.
Nightjar
They do, but my mother keeps shooing them away. Which is too bad – I’d like my own semi-tame family of crows.
Giliell:
I’m sorry they turned you down. That’s awful ๐
Giliell: I’m sorry you got turned down for the position, especially in that ridiculously unprofessional way! (Passes some chocolate into the pillow fort.)
Yeah, I’m probably going to go for it. I’m not sure how salvagable the US is, even if Clinton gets elected. I read an article recently about a man* who got stopped by the cops and, for no discernible reason, was shot “execution style”. That’s the sort of thing I expect to hear of happening in a destabilized Central American country, not the US. And that’s under Obama, albeit probably related to the militarization of the police started under Bush. Maybe it’s always been this bad and I just never realized. I’m mildly upset that the best possible interpretation is that I’m an out of touch privileged dolt, but I’ll take that over the idea that it’s getting drastically worse over time.
*Guess his race. Yeah, you’re right.
Sorry to hear that Giliell . That’s a hell of a long time to keep someone waiting.
That sucks, Giliell. I’m sorry.
Giliell
What a bunch of assholes. I’m sorry you had to deal with that.
Our application to our new apartment is in jeopardy due to claims by our previous landlord that we owe money still. (Some of you may recall the harassment that drove us out of that location; for those who are new since then, the downstairs neighbours threatened our lives, egged our door, and spread cat feces around our porch and in our mailbox. The management did nothing about any of this).
I’ve been to an Eddie Izzard show so I know for a fact that a talented person can do wet-your-pants funny stand-up without resorting to rape jokes or LOL ugly women jokes.
Too bad the two comedians I saw yesterday didn’t get the memo. Their other jokes were very good, but there were way too many bad ones.
The Crickets have taken over, it seems.
Yeah, it’s a cricket weekend. Sorry, I’m trying to initiate pre-packing organization plus someone has a birthday tomorrow.
Also, *hugs* and *higs* for all!
*hugs* all from me too
Sorry, I just got up. It’s too hot at night for comfortable sleeping. Fortunately someone fed the cats for me.
Hugs for all, tea as soon as the kettle boils.
*hugs* to all.
I’m not responding as much as I used to, but I do read everything you all write. I’m not writing back mostly because I don’t anything to add apart from cynical sarcasm and that’s usually not very helpful.
I hope this week will be better, but I also hope that I could offer more than just hopes, but I can’t.
Sorry.
Pretty much what AlexanderZ said. Life’s been kicking me in the teeth pretty regular this month, and it leaves me with not much to say or oomph to say it with. I’m mostly healed from my bike accident last week, although I’ve still got problems with a couple of my fingers and healing scars up and down my leg.
Dianne
It didn’t start under Bush, it started under Reagan. Both Bushes increased it though, as did Clinton (That’s Bill, of course, although IIRC Hillary’s voted for several such programs as a senator). Militarization aside, yes, it’s always been ‘this bad’ in the sense that the U.S. has always been a place where a cop can just roll up and shoot somebody for being the wrong color, and do. Also white people, if they’re homeless or mentally ill or sex workers or suchlike.
Good morning
I decided to write a mail to the “equality officer” to complain about my rejection. Seriously, now they treat me like it was the 1950’s, no need to make sure I can feed my kids cause I got a provider, but should said “provider” decide to leave us I’ll be treated like a lazy bug who’s to blame for not being able to earn her keep. Besides the fact that if Mr were abusive (something they cannot know), they’d keep me and the kids in his power and dependency.
Hugs to all around.
In good news, I convinced Mr to abandon the idea of a bathtub and install a no barriers shower. Because seriously, a bath isn’t something you redo every 10 years or so and we somehow keep growing older.
AI writes short movie, and it sounds like someone ran Google Translate on a normal script.
Russia is still upset over their roided athletes not being able to compete. In yesterday’s prime time news slot they blamed the failed drug tests on… the banned substance list being updated every year!
Yes, really.
AlexanderZ
I’m pretty sure they’ll be upset for years to come. And hey, if they’re stuck in the past, why can’t everyone else be, too? It’s not like new potential banned substances are still being developed and discovered!!!
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Two days until I change timezones for three weeks. The closer the date, the more reluctant I feel about it – Friend’s wedding should be a wonderful affair, but a good number of guests will be high school people. And not necessarily the ones with whom I’ve been feeling a deep desire to renew contact. (It probably won’t be as bad as I’m imagining.)
Then I’m planning some stuff across southern Ontario, which includes meeting a couple of commenters (one for the second time, another potentially for the first). Then I do the whole mouth-the-words baptism thing (but I got the proto-goddaughter a nice pagan-type necklace instead of a christian cross, and this is deemed culturally acceptable, so HA!). Then I come back just in time for the new school year! Yay!
I’m going to gloat a little bit about money right now: since they started letting us work overtime (and paying us for it!) I’m actually going to break 10 000 euros in salary for this year. Level up!
*hugs* and *higs* to all.
Similar to others, I’m here, reading. Not much to say otherwise. Mainly just trying to get through the next 2 months, financially. MrsB works for the local school district so no paycheck for 2 months. I’ve planned for it, but still a bit worrisome.
At least the weather is cooling off a bit here – in the 80s(F) mostly, rather than 90-100F last week.
Grrrrr argh. We have a water line break. The good news is, it’s outside by the meter, so no property damage. The bad news is, because it’s outside, our homeowners insurance doesn’t cover it, and it’s apparently under the concrete lip of the driveway, so it’s going to cost big bucks, which we ain’t got. Also too, the plumber can’t come until Thursday morning, and we’re wasting water and racking up a bigger bill while it leaks. Gah.
I’ll just put out a fresh lot of hugs and some tea and cookies, and go hide in the pillow fort.
It’s about time for the next Speakeasy, no?